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Why Fuck Normal Exists

I’m not here to teach you how to win the game.
I’m here to show you how to burn the fucking thing down
and build something real.

I’m Orson Boon.

For years I lived inside a lie.
Addicted. Performing. Smiling on cue.
Playing the role of a man who had it together.

Inside
I was drowning.

I wrecked trust.
Sabotaged what mattered.
Nearly lost the one person who stayed when I didn’t deserve it.

That should’ve been the end.
It wasn’t.

I chose the hardest thing.
I faced myself.

I got sober.
I stopped running.
I rebuilt.
I saved my marriage.
I met the version of me buried under pain, pressure, and pretending.

But I didn’t stop there.

Because I could feel it
there were deeper lies still intact.

That’s when psychedelic therapy entered my life.
Not as a shortcut.
Not as an escape.

As a cosmic fucking crowbar.

It tore through illusion without asking permission.
Showed me what was false.
What was sacred.
What was real.

I dissolved.
I died.
I came back clearer, softer, more alive.

I remembered something simple and terrifying.

This is a game.
A temporary dream.
And truth is the only thing that matters.

Now I write and create for the ones who feel it too.
The ones who did everything right and still feel hollow.
The quiet rebels.
The sensitive leaders.
The souls who know there’s more
and are finally ready to stop pretending.

Fuck Normal is for the misfits.
The seekers.
The beautifully lost.

For those ready to feel again.
Speak without filters.
Stop performing
and live wide the fuck open.

No fluff.
No scripts.
No bullshit.

Just fire. Presence. Soul.

This isn’t a blog.
It’s a portal.

Welcome to the deep end.
LFG. With love, always.

BOON x